I struggle with self harm and starving myself, but I would never recommend it or encourage someone else to start and I always try to stop others from doing either.
A life of hating yourself so much that your main goal is to die and crying every time you look in the mirror isn’t fun and no one should ever have to feel the need to cut their bodies or burn themselves or deprive themselves of food and nutrition just to feel some sick, twisted sense of “okay”
I am sick and I know I am. I also deal with manic depression and anxiety and I am completely aware of how fucked up I am. I know these things are bad for me. I know I’m hurting myself.
I never want anyone to feel the way I do.
I love doing my thing while someone else is in the room doing their thing. Like if you come over and you want to sit by the window and read while I sit on the floor drawing something and listening to a cd that would be very nice.